{"id":1282,"date":"2013-07-16T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2013-07-16T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dchrs.org\/?p=1282","title":{"rendered":"Activist Who Documented Syrian War\u2019s Toll Became Its Victim"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>By <\/strong><a href=\"http:\/\/topics.nytimes.com\/top\/reference\/timestopics\/people\/b\/anne_barnard\/index.html\" title=\"More Articles by ANNE BARNARD\"><strong>ANNE BARNARD<\/strong><\/a><strong>, HWAIDA SAAD  and HANIA MOURTADA<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>July 6, 2013 &#8211; BEIRUT, Lebanon \u2014 Even as the Syrian war took  bigger and bigger bites out of his life, Fidaa al-Baali never stopped trying to  document the conflict \u2014 not when his brother, a rebel fighter, died in battle;  not when security officials, trying to pressure him, arrested his father; not  even when the rebel battalion he was embedded with unleashed a mortar attack  that killed his fianc\u00e9e. <\/p>\n<p>On Friday, Mr. Baali, a citizen journalist and an  antigovernment activist known to many Syrians by the nom de guerre Mohammed  Moaz, died of shrapnel wounds sustained weeks earlier as government forces  shelled his neighborhood, Qaboun, on the outskirts of the Syrian capital,  Damascus. Mr. Baali had remained in the working-class jumble of concrete houses  during months of heavy bombardment, rushing with his video camera to the scene  of attacks. <\/p>\n<p>When antigovernment demonstrations broke out in March 2011  and citizen journalists began documenting them on video, Mr. Baali, who was in  his early 20s, was among the first who dared to show his face \u2014 a distinctive  one, with deep-set eyes and a shock of dark hair flopping across his forehead.  He looked straight into the camera, helping to embolden an army of young  Syrians who, as protest turned to armed struggle, brought the war into the  world&rsquo;s living rooms from front lines that international journalists could not  always reach. <\/p>\n<p>For distant observers, the struggles and losses of Mr.  Baali&rsquo;s own life regularly played out on camera, and in the many interviews he  gave by phone and Skype. They punctuated the drumbeat of generic violence,  injecting intimacy into the swelling numbers of casualties that the world had  grown accustomed to. He did not arm himself, but lived in hiding like a  fighter, moving from one friend&rsquo;s basement to another. Reporters who kept in  touch with him on Skype often saw him in a windowless room, the thunder of  shelling heard in the background. <\/p>\n<p>He did not speak much about his own history; conversations  with him were rushed and focused on whatever he had just seen. But over time,  his personal trajectory reflected the shift in the Syrian conflict, from an  often idealistic protest movement to an insurgency that grew more violent in  the face of a withering government crackdown and could not always claim the  moral high ground. <\/p>\n<p>He began saying that he regretted demonstrating peacefully  in the beginning. The only way to overpower the Syrian government, he said, was  to use &ldquo;bullets and Kalashnikovs.&rdquo; <\/p>\n<p>Mr. Baali evolved from a cheerful jokester who mispronounced  his R&rsquo;s to a hardened man, retaining a sense of humor but sounding bitter and  increasingly militant. A New York Times journalist who regularly spoke with him  on the phone described his voice as getting deeper over time, his manner more  gruff. <\/p>\n<p>&ldquo;We have no one but God and the Free Syrian Army,&rdquo; he would  say. <\/p>\n<p>Mr. Baali obsessively sought out the scenes of shelling and  airstrikes to report on civilian suffering, and was embedded with various  battalions of the Free Syrian Army, the loose-knit rebel umbrella group, to  document its tactics, and was <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=3MrRH5XNuW4\" title=\"YouTube video of Mr. Baali after his wounding.\">wounded in the arm<\/a>.  He often helped foreign reporters with logistics as they traveled in <a href=\"http:\/\/topics.nytimes.com\/top\/news\/international\/countriesandterritories\/syria\/index.html?inline=nyt-geo\" title=\"More news and information about Syria.\">Syria<\/a>. And he left behind a  string of videos and interviews that trace the contours of the conflict. <\/p>\n<p>Last year, on a visit by United Nations observers to assess  the escalating crisis, Mr. Baali <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=N-ZJAula9Lk&amp;feature=youtu.be&amp;noredirect=1\" title=\"YouTube video.\">appeared in a brief clip<\/a>, his arm in a sling, facing  a group of observers. Their fatigues, flak jackets and blue berets contrasted  with his rumpled polo shirt as he tried to convey a sense of impending  catastrophe, pleading with them to try harder to get to restive areas where the  government did not want them. <\/p>\n<p>&ldquo;When there&rsquo;s destruction happening, you&rsquo;re not coming  here,&rdquo; he told them, making taut gestures with his unscathed hand, his voice  alternating between plaintive and impatient. &ldquo;You can communicate with the  U.N.,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;There are people who can&rsquo;t.&rdquo; <\/p>\n<p>The observers appeared eager to move on. They became  fidgety. As he continued \u2014 &ldquo;We are dying here, my brother,&rdquo; he said \u2014 one of  them walked over and kissed him on the forehead. Mr. Baali was briefly struck  speechless, then continued his harangue. But the observer group, by then, was  on its way. <\/p>\n<p>Not long after, Mr. Baali appeared <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=Mw1iSI4TmvQ\" title=\"YouTube video.\">in  another clip<\/a>, standing beside the body of a bearded man partly wrapped in a  white shroud \u2014 his brother. Barely holding back tears, he stroked his brother&rsquo;s  face and kissed his head. <\/p>\n<p>&ldquo;He&rsquo;s lucky. He&rsquo;s a martyr now,&rdquo; Mr. Baali told a Times  reporter at the time. <\/p>\n<p>In the spring of 2012, security forces detained his father,  a former businessman, in an apparent effort to intimidate the son into  abandoning his activism. His father was held in Harasta, a suburb of Damascus,  in a branch office of the air force intelligence, feared by many activists. <\/p>\n<p>After he was released, rebels launched an attack on the  branch. Mr. Baali was there to cover it. <\/p>\n<p>But the indiscriminate nature of the war hit home for Mr.  Baali in April. A group of fighters he had come to trust with his own life  fatally wounded his fianc\u00e9e. They launched a barrage of mortar shells on an  area of Damascus where she was staying at the time. Rebels have increasingly  tried to hit the center of the capital with shells, which are by definition  indiscriminate, and have periodically killed civilians, fueling resentment. <\/p>\n<p>A few days after his fianc\u00e9e&rsquo;s death, his zeal for describing  the conflict, for a rare moment, faltered. &ldquo;I almost died because I was in the  same area that day,&rdquo; he said haltingly. &ldquo;I can&rsquo;t continue the interview. I  don&rsquo;t know what to say.&rdquo; <\/p>\n<p>About two months later, Mr. Baali was trying to cross from  Qaboun to Jobar, another contested neighborhood, when he was hit by shrapnel  from a mortar strike by government forces. He lingered in a hospital for weeks,  finally slipping into a coma. <\/p>\n<p>On Friday evening, as news of his death emerged, social  media buzzed with reminiscences from his friends and acquaintances. <\/p>\n<p>The Syrian Observatory for Human Rights, the group based in  Britain that documents the conflict, congratulated his family on his &ldquo;great  legacy.&rdquo; Mr. Baali, it said, was &ldquo;a brave young man who sacrificed his life to  give voice to the pains of the Syrian people.&rdquo; <\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Source URL: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2013\/07\/07\/world\/middleeast\/activist-who-documented-syrian-wars-toll-became-its-victim.html?smid=tw-share&amp;_r=1&amp;#h[OFMMBh%2c2\">http:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2013\/07\/07\/world\/middleeast\/activist-who-documented-syrian-wars-toll-became-its-victim.html?smid=tw-share&amp;_r=1&amp;#h[OFMMBh%2c2<\/a>]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>July 6, 2013 &#8211; BEIRUT, Lebanon \u2014 Even as the Syrian war took bigger and bigger bites out of his life, Fidaa al-Baali never stopped trying to document the conflict \u2014 not when his brother, a rebel fighter, died in battle<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":81,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1282","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dchrs.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1282","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dchrs.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dchrs.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dchrs.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/81"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dchrs.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1282"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/dchrs.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1282\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dchrs.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1282"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dchrs.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1282"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dchrs.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1282"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}